Bug's IVIG Tomorrow

So tomorrow is our big day...Bug goes in to Vanderbilt to have the IVIG procedure for 3 days. We are so hopeful that this will work and be successful in causing the seizures to stop...but yet we are so anxious about our daughter being in the hospital and the fears of infection and worries of her body not accepting the treatment...we know that God has her wrapped in a cocoon of protection as we know His love for our daughter far surpasses anything that we could imagine, yet this afternoon my heart is searching for peace.

As I began to sort through her clothes to pack her a bag, knowing that she'd have to leave one arm out for the IV and I wanted her to be warm in the cold hospital, I lost it. I dropped to my knees in her room. I do my very best to keep it together, and stay positive and optimistic and remember that all things work for His glory...because I truly believe that with all of my heart...but today, this is my little girl that is going through this...my little girl that has to endure all of the things I wish I could go through for her, my little miracle...my Bug.

Thankfully, Bug was with my mom today, and I was able to collect myself privately and not cry in front of her...because she is at an age where she detects emotion and gets upset...I was able to let it out and release it before God. I know that He loves me more than I can fathom or deserve...so this momma just asked for a peace to know that Bug would handle this procedure and these next three days would go by quickly. I pray that this procedure works, of course I do, but I pray His ultimate will in her life, first and foremost.

Asking for prayers for my Bug for the next few days...

Bug's Momma