Bug is 11

It's hard to put into words what today means...birthdays are so joyful and fun-filled most of the time...but for our Katerbug they are always a littlebittersweet for her daddy and myself. We have a level of grieving what could've been every birthday, milestone...sometimes it's hard to understand if you aren't a special needs parent. We had hopes and dreams for our girl from day one just like any other parent...and with each birthday we are beyond thankful for one more year with a MIRACLE...but yet there is just a small part of our hearts that breaks at what we don't have with our Bug. It doesn't steal our JOY in our Bug...but it's there.

We had a wonderful day--made the most out of her not being in the best of spirits! Cake with Baday and Popo and presents and tickles and snuggles and laughter...and if we are honest a pretty decent amount of screaming and crying on her end...it is her party she can cry if she wants to, right? :)

Truly can't believe she is 11 years old today. She's come so far and had so much pain in her 11 years...but not one day has ever passed in her entire life where she did not smile at some point in the day. I don't know any other human being that can say they've smiled every day of their life.  My Bug has.

Momma, Daddy and your little sisters love you far beyond what you'll ever be able to comprehend. We don't always understand they why's of the path God has us on...but we love that He placed us on that path with you, Bug. You are a treasured gift.

Happiest of 11th birthdays!